We are at war, surrounded in hate as a weapon! Yes, war begins in our minds first. We are influenced by propaganda. There is big money in mass media indoctrination with the promise of rewards for affiliations that demand their loyalty. This society is run on the steam of capitalism. Yet, we are still picking their cotton and handing it over to plantation owners.
Every other society has turned their backs on us, and offer no sanctuary or allies. Racism/White Supremacy as a system in the US and globally, is real! The Euro world of racism, has built their glass ceilings, walls and doors. They have created a prison for our minds, while we are rendered invisible in theirs. Not much thought is given, by any other people, to the advancement and empowerment of our people. We are still red lined and discriminated against, on loans, grants, access, Jobs, contracts, business ventures etc. because of our hair, cultural clothing, names, gender, and /or social affiliations (really it's just our dark skin). Then we discriminate against each other as gate keepers to maintain this status quo.
There seems to be something exclusively threatening about Melanin people wanting to congregate in their own homogeneous space, in deference to our own values and ways of life, than any other ethnic or cultural group. I do not define myself by Western standards or definitions. I do not consider myself a nationalist, or separatist, but I am certainly not a multiculturalist. I do not seek to model and perfect the way of life of another Culture. I am bad soil- refusing to assimilate with western European culture! We (Indigo peoples) should be able to have our own times to live, celebrate, learn, raise our children and families, and work in a collective of our own identities, languages, mores and sacred spaces; without it being mis-construed as hate! For a personal example, because I am an advocate on behalf of African Descendant peoples, I have changed my name and practice an ancient form of spirituality as my Ancient Ancestors, I am considered as a racist, or someone filled with hate! It's the victim, being considered the criminal! The raped becomes the rapist! My Cultural practices are considered uncomfortable, offensive, hateful and hostile, just because they are different from the western ways. I am not on this planet to only serve the interests of Western Europeans. We have our own distinct cultural relationships with this planet.
I recognize that many of our family members, as Black people, are still asleep in this system. (Yes, I use the same analogy as Morpheus in describing the Matrix.) So, they suffer from "Cognitive Dissonance." In consequence of living in my lifestyle, I haven't seen (Live with, teach, become intrinsic in the memories, values and lifestyles) of my own grandchildren in years, or my Brother, Nieces, Nephews, and many relatives and friends etc- for decades, because of what Dr. Amos Wilson speaks of as the "alien consciousness" of belief systems! So my African conscious value system has been stymied and censured. Many Black people are uncomfortable with Black people loving only Black people, or when family members "actually practice" African Culture. Their lack of knowledge of self, or self hate, coupled with their western assimilation of Ageism, Sexism, patriarchy, whether your are a vegan or pork eater, and the acceptance or adoption of Western or Islamic Religious beliefs, make our people pious and defensive. I have even had family members sabotage my work. This assimilation compounded with systemic racism, becomes the Willie lynch-pin- divide and conquer strategy... Black people who are still asleep in the system, tend to believe the negative before the positive- about each other, and they only want to believe one side of the story, to form a judgement without hearing the other side, without critical thinking (Guilty before innocent.) So now, I, and many people like me, are socially ostracized, alone, vulnerable in a system that treats me like a beast-or vagrant, not a Queen! As People of African descent, we now make orphans, instead of villages...
Ultimately this onslaught, exile and fragmentation of our Black people, has destroyed us, by a severe lack of generational wealth and resources that are never passed down for the next generation. We must regain our commonwealth, access and influence for our future. We must unify as allies and allies with the global African diaspora, to establish a global economy. Our children's greatest loss is in this exile. When you go into exile- you have to start over- that is traumatizing...
We must return to our natural minds.
I wrote the following poem back in 1990, when I first ventured to adopt my own African Centered Identity.
In the late 1980s, I was Adopted into a Nigerian Yoruba Family, with the hopes that I would embrace the Ifa African system. In my introduction, I was taught that this Yoruba family could trace their linage to the Hausa, Dogon, Tuareg and KMT families, by bloodlines over generations. I was astounded to see the connections that led back to Ancient KMT and their ancient Mystery schools!
I was introduced to many of the local African Centered Societies in my visits in America, with African Centered events, where I cultivated my Spirituality and Identity.
I learned to speak and write the ancient KMT Language, through Medu Neter classes with Sistar Rkhti Amen.
I learned that Our Indigo Akabalon Queen Mothers, are the matrix of all peoples and civilizations. I began a healing journey on my health, and grew my own foods to pursue the vision and mission, to establish Amen Ankh Akademy built around an African Centered Eco-Gnome- resource based economy.
I read Nation Building How To: By Sasteh Meter Mosley, and began to apply the knowledge, of the Khemtic way of life, one of the oldest Eco-Gnomic societies that was spread across all continents, and is reflected in all indigo ancestries and cultures. I began this Practice for my life.
I give great honor and Love to Dr. Amos N Wilson for his genius to pave the way to Recovering Our African Mind!
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